valentines

why is it that after so long it still hurts when i see those posts

when will my head rule my heart

x

sometimes its just not enough

recently i wake up everyday and resent the path i chose
i made mistakes im still paying for every single day
and yet i stay on the same path day in day out
i no this makes me stupid
but i dnt no any other way :(

Sadness

i miss my first year in college, i miss the friends i had back then and who i was i seem a shell a my former self depending on someone who hurts me more then loves me. i fell in love with the dream of being happy and left the true happiness heart broken and i never new until it was to late i kick myself for that everyday.